But when I was small, I didn't really cared about her, I didn't even bordered to ask how is she. I didn't really called her, or even REMEMBER IT. Cause when we were small, we thought that old people were NOTHIN..
I disrespected her existence, which made me more sad and more guilt. Even now, the small ones didn't even look at her when talking, because this generation of technology and video gaming has rise to a whole new level-portable. Its a good thing, but if we keep doing this, all we ever focus on is THE GAME and not caring about OTHER'S LIFES.I could see that when we were praying for my Great GrandMother, he pulls my shirt telling me to accompany him playing Where's My Water. My GrandAunt(San Su Po) always pray with us and made us all very touched and actually cried.(Even I cried a little...)
So when I was more matured and learned how to care for others, like when I started my blog, I started to ask about her, knowing her, called her like she's THE ONLY ONE. So I have to do it quick before I could not look at that wonderful smile from her face anymore. After she found out about the news, she said that she wanted to go back to Melaka then rest in peace because thats where we always gather at when its an event like Chinese New Year and she wanted to see that pace last.
Till today, she finally made it to heaven. She passed away during the morning in about 8:00 a.m., since its the holiday, we can go to the funeral.
I WILL NEVER FORGET THAT SMILE OF HERS.
I WILL NEVER FORGET HER LAUGHS.
I WILL NEVER FORGET HER.
PO TAI MAY YOU REST IN PEACE.
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